My Addiction Story: From Cocaine to Heroin Overdose and Death

 

By Marie R.

Many recovering drug abusers tell of years of partying, drinking, drugging, and debauchery. My story takes place over the span of a month. In that time span, I went from never doing any drugs or even drinking much, to laying in the emergency room with no pulse...

Of course, it all started at a party. I had drank before, but never even enough to get me buzzed. At this party, I had managed to drink enough to get a buzz -- and I liked the way it felt. I kept drinking more and more, until I soon got the spins and ended up getting sick all over the bathroom floor.

A few days later, I was wanting to feel that feeling of a "buzz" again, so I went to my friend's house. They didn't have any beer, but they did have a marijuana pipe, to which I declined. My friends told me that marijuana was safer than alcohol, and would give me the buzz without the sickness, so I eventually agreed. What I was to learn later, was that this was not marijuana that we were smoking, but some synthetic drug made to mimic marijuana. We smoked all night long, woke up the next morning and continued to get high the rest of the next day.

I never went back home -- my parents thought I was staying with a best friend who they trusted -- and I simply started living on this couch and smoking weed for another week or so.

Then one night came, when we were all smoking this synthetic weed, and someone brought out cocaine. I should have known not to even try the hard stuff, but it was too late. I was high and confident, and wanted to keep getting higher... we did cocaine on and off for two days.

This is the way is stayed for the next several weeks, we had graduated to smoking the cocaine (I did not know at the time that smoke-able cocaine is just Crack-Cocaine). What I also didn't know is that not everyone smoking was just into cocaine. Within a day, the crack was gone, and people began smoking something else to get high... "Opium," the guy said, turned out to be heroin. 

I do not remember much after that, but after a few days of smoking the heroine, I somehow ended up in the hospital. I had overdosed on heroin, had died for several minutes, was able to be revived, and was now an addict with a major problem.

It only took around a month for me to go from a perfectly normal and sober person, to dying of a heroin overdose. The addiction itself took nearly a year's worth of hard work and perseverance to beat.

This is the scary thing about drugs... It is hard to believe that anyone would allow themselves to ruin their lives that much in such a short time, but I am here to tell you that from the mind of an addict, it can take but a split second.

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